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The thing about falling in love is the whole cliché you find yourself in.
Because suddenly, love does make you blind. And suddenly it does make you do crazy things.
You find yourself wholly uncapable of being rational or sensible, or in any way make any sense.
It's exhilerating and addictive and most unhealthy. Supposedly it's something you aspire to, love, you wish for it in the middle of the night.

But I swear by everything and anything holy. I will not rest until this god-forsaken sensation is out of my body.

I refuse to adhere to my emotions any longer.

This has gone too far.

I am not acting like myself.

I have transformed into a mindless simpering fool, and I hate it.

- But he's just so cute.